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Selfless
03:33
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These thoughts, only a symptom to pave way
Full-fledged addiction it unfolds and takes shape
Not to the bottle that I know I now crave
but the existence I pray that won’t take me
God you know I'm trying to be better off sober
trying just to get over the guilt that I can’t get control of
instilled by pain I can't get a hold on
If only I could pick myself up
I'd learn to prove you wrong
I've been holding back
this feeling that I’m all alone
This infection has changed and reshaped me
I’m ashamed and afraid you’ll replace me
Every breath I take laced with complacency
plaguing my brain, there’s no escaping this
How have I sunk this low
Failing to breathe, I can't breathe
I'm losing control
If only I could pick myself up
I’d learn to prove you wrong
I’ve been holding back
this feeling that I’m all alone
Look me in the eye, tell me I am fine
My thoughts bury me alive
If it's all in my head, why I'm alive all the while
I wish I was dead
Why am I alive
Why am I alive
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Before You Go
03:25
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Maybe I need you to cut me down
Though it hurts to have you cut me out
I’ll turn my life around
You’re speaking, never listening
I’m screaming, you can’t hear me
So the cycle repeats
It’s killing me what could’ve been
I remember I used to sleep
I remember I used to sleep
To give you what you need
I’d give you anything
I’d give you everything
Will I ever stand on my own two feet
Be the man you need of me
Concede the will to believe never lived in me
So this cycle repeats
Now I understand I meant everything to you
Everything you promised me, everything I put you through
I’ll never breathe with you on my chest
I’d kill to open up
I’m just scared I’ll abuse your trust
I’d kill to open up, I know you’ll hate who I’ve become
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It hurts to feel normal, to be bitter
i’ll never change, it’s never been clearer
The snake won't be forgiven
Not myself as i look in the mirror
Put the pain on a pedastal
i swear i to mend just to ache
I’ll never mend or take control
why do i bend just to break
I’m falling through, I’m failing you
It’s kills me to concede redemption in truth
I have to believe the countless times i’ve put on the line
The thoughts that cloud my mind
This is not how i'll be defined
The void it never seems to cease
the heartache never seems to ease
I never believed in this disease before it found a home in me
I’m falling through, I’m failing you
It’s kills me to concede redemption in truth
I have to believe the countless times i’ve put on the line
The thoughts that cloud my mind
This is not how i'll be defined
The world at my feet
Why would you take it away from me
The world at my feet
I know you’re fucking listening
I’m not going to let you fucking take me
Try as you might you won’t fucking break me
Im not your prey, I’m a fucking earthquake
I’m not caged and you’re mine for the taking
Maybe i’m not the same but it’s my turn to change
There’s too much at stake
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Disclosure
03:21
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It won’t let met forget that I’m a fucking mess
holding all the cards
with every edge
I swear it knows me more with every breath
I know myself less with each regret
why do I still crave the end
I forgive myself
But I can’t forget
I can’t afford this
I can’t explain it
i can’t ignore this
fucking fading
It’s moving faster
not refraining
afraid to say it’s past containing
I am not who I claimed to be
this addiction my enemy
You never knew who I was before
(was before)
wouldn’t understand if I told you
just not the same person you once knew
Repaying every debt inside my head
Forgive me but I cannot forget
It won’t let met forget that I’m a fucking mess
holds all the cards
every edge
I swear it knows me more with every breath
it’s Moulding me
controlling me
Get away, get get away, get away
I am so fucking weak
leave me Isolated
6 feet deep
WHY
I don’t try to control it, or try to replace it
WHY
I try to pray but this voice speaks hatred
WHY
Do I need your validation
WHY
I rely on a bottle to replace the failure
The pressure, having my life judged and measured
I know it, I’m repulsive
I’m repulsive
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Callous
03:52
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An indifferent collapse
I should’ve seen this coming
Chances taken, have left me becoming
Broken,
I know there's not a way
that I can Change the past
But I’m so past being left betrayed
So past being left betrayed
Face moving on
or end up this way
Now that the tables have turned
Breathe in the failure of your own renewed remorse
I can't live like you
But I’ll find the reason
to see this through
I might be the one that's paying for it now
But I’m facing my pain ,
seeking change
You’d sooner leave
than change your ways
Things could never be this way
Things could never fucking stay this way
I know the ties we’ve cut
meant more to me
than you’d ever comprehend
spent - picking myself up
off the ground
never again
A life that doesn’t crave restraints
it only seems to allude you (allude you)
I refuse to live through the abuse like I used to
Everything you’ve taken from me
can't take me back
I can’t live life in misery
With everything that you have taken from me
don’t take me back
I can’t live in misery
The difference it makes
progress made in past mistakes
& I might be the one that's paying for it now
But I’m facing my pain ,
You’d sooner leave
then change your ways
I was wrong to think
you ever saw
a way to make amends
endlessly, we are changing
but you never did
This is who you’ve been all along
Callous
Callous
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Four Walls
03:52
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So sick of giving in
Why can’t I get a grip
I never intended to live taking more than I’d ever give
This shadow of myself
Remains relentless, remains dependent
Despair descends
Does wasting away maybe mean I can start again
Could I start again
Is this all I’ll ever be
Maybe I need the suffering
These four walls won’t break me
If only I could leave this place behind
Leave this place behind
Maybe one day I’ll find the strength to rise
Beyond this shattered lie
Wash it down, end this now
How much damage will you allow
Wash it down, end this now
Is this the solace you’ve found?
These four walls won’t break me
If only I could leave this place behind
Leave this place behind
Maybe one day I’ll find the strength to rise
Beyond this shattered lie
Tell me what happens next
These urges are growing again
They say just grin and bare it
Clenched teeth, all I have is resentment
What happens next, I’m all that’s left
Torn to shreds
Torn to shreds
These four walls won’t break me
Left this place behind
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