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Four Walls

by Patient Sixty-Seven

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1.
Selfless 03:33
These thoughts, only a symptom to pave way Full-fledged addiction it unfolds and takes shape Not to the bottle that I know I now crave but the existence I pray that won’t take me God you know I'm trying to be better off sober trying just to get over the guilt that I can’t get control of instilled by pain I can't get a hold on If only I could pick myself up I'd learn to prove you wrong I've been holding back this feeling that I’m all alone This infection has changed and reshaped me I’m ashamed and afraid you’ll replace me Every breath I take laced with complacency plaguing my brain, there’s no escaping this How have I sunk this low Failing to breathe, I can't breathe I'm losing control If only I could pick myself up I’d learn to prove you wrong I’ve been holding back this feeling that I’m all alone Look me in the eye, tell me I am fine My thoughts bury me alive If it's all in my head, why I'm alive all the while I wish I was dead Why am I alive Why am I alive
2.
Maybe I need you to cut me down Though it hurts to have you cut me out I’ll turn my life around You’re speaking, never listening I’m screaming, you can’t hear me So the cycle repeats It’s killing me what could’ve been I remember I used to sleep I remember I used to sleep To give you what you need I’d give you anything I’d give you everything Will I ever stand on my own two feet Be the man you need of me Concede the will to believe never lived in me So this cycle repeats Now I understand I meant everything to you Everything you promised me, everything I put you through I’ll never breathe with you on my chest I’d kill to open up I’m just scared I’ll abuse your trust I’d kill to open up, I know you’ll hate who I’ve become
3.
It hurts to feel normal, to be bitter i’ll never change, it’s never been clearer The snake won't be forgiven Not myself as i look in the mirror Put the pain on a pedastal  i swear i to mend just to ache I’ll never mend or take control why do i bend just to break I’m falling through, I’m failing you It’s kills me to concede  redemption in truth I have to believe the countless times i’ve put on the line The thoughts that cloud my mind  This is not how i'll be defined The void it never seems to cease the heartache never seems to ease I never believed in this disease before it found a home in me I’m falling through, I’m failing you It’s kills me to concede  redemption in truth I have to believe the countless times i’ve put on the line The thoughts that cloud my mind  This is not how i'll be defined The world at my feet Why would you take it away from me The world at my feet I know you’re fucking listening  I’m not going to let you fucking take me Try as you might you won’t fucking break me Im not your prey, I’m a fucking earthquake I’m not caged and you’re mine for the taking Maybe i’m not the same but it’s my turn to change There’s too much at stake
4.
Disclosure 03:21
It won’t let met forget that I’m a fucking mess holding all the cards with every edge  I swear it knows me more with every breath I know myself less with each regret why do I still crave the end I forgive myself But I can’t forget I can’t afford this I can’t explain it i can’t ignore this fucking fading It’s moving faster not refraining afraid to say it’s past containing I am not who I claimed to be this addiction my enemy You never knew who I was before (was before) wouldn’t understand if I told you just not the same person you once knew Repaying every debt inside my head Forgive me but I cannot forget It won’t let met forget that I’m a fucking mess holds all the cards every edge  I swear it knows me more with every breath it’s Moulding me  controlling me Get away, get get away, get away I am so fucking weak leave me Isolated 6 feet deep WHY I don’t try to control it, or try to replace it WHY I try to pray but this voice speaks hatred WHY Do I need your validation WHY I rely on a bottle to replace the failure The pressure, having my life judged and measured I know it, I’m repulsive I’m repulsive
5.
Callous 03:52
An indifferent collapse I should’ve seen this coming Chances taken, have left me becoming Broken, I know there's not a way that I can Change the past But I’m so past being left betrayed So past being left betrayed Face moving on or end up this way Now that the tables have turned Breathe in the failure of your own renewed remorse I can't live like you But I’ll find the reason to see this through I might be the one that's paying for it now But I’m facing my pain , seeking change You’d sooner leave than change your ways Things could never be this way Things could never fucking stay this way I know the ties we’ve cut meant more to me than you’d ever comprehend spent - picking myself up off the ground never again A life that doesn’t crave restraints it only seems to allude you (allude you) I refuse to live through the abuse like I used to Everything you’ve taken from me can't take me back I can’t live life in misery With everything that you have taken from me don’t take me back I can’t live in misery The difference it makes progress made in past mistakes & I might be the one that's paying for it now But I’m facing my pain , You’d sooner leave then change your ways I was wrong to think you ever saw a way to make amends endlessly, we are changing but you never did This is who you’ve been all along Callous Callous
6.
Four Walls 03:52
So sick of giving in Why can’t I get a grip I never intended to live taking more than I’d ever give This shadow of myself Remains relentless, remains dependent Despair descends Does wasting away maybe mean I can start again Could I start again Is this all I’ll ever be Maybe I need the suffering These four walls won’t break me If only I could leave this place behind Leave this place behind Maybe one day I’ll find the strength to rise Beyond this shattered lie Wash it down, end this now How much damage will you allow Wash it down, end this now Is this the solace you’ve found? These four walls won’t break me If only I could leave this place behind Leave this place behind Maybe one day I’ll find the strength to rise Beyond this shattered lie Tell me what happens next These urges are growing again They say just grin and bare it Clenched teeth, all I have is resentment What happens next, I’m all that’s left Torn to shreds Torn to shreds These four walls won’t break me Left this place behind

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released March 2, 2018

Music & Lyrics by Patient Sixty-Seven
Produced by Ryan Both at Audax Studios
Mixed & Mastered by Cory Brunnemann
Additional composition by Dylan Bond, CJ Cochran, Dylan Werle
Additional vocals by Phil Druyor on 'The Void'
Artwork by Kendall Johns

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